So many things happened in the office lately, and since my work is my life, I get affected. I thought being a supervisor for 3 yrs I am immune to stress. I'm wrong.Although I'd say, I got used to it. I have my opinion in things around, but since I am not involve i have to censor it, for myself and for the team. This is what I love being alone, I get to think things clearly and talk to God, with God. It flashed on me how I cried to the Lord for being a weakling, I feel like I failed Him when I am not at my best. And my numbers would speak for it, I was down the line. I cried because I was ashamed that I didn't have the courage to be the person i want to be. It was moments when God allowed me to mourn and be sorrowful. I never had a doubt He left me, so I prayed for wisdom to let me understand my purpose in being a leader. I wanted to be on top to please Him and be a testimony. My idea was, success equals to faith. It is not. When we thought we are at a crossroad, when we choose to seek more opportunities other than the one handed to us at the moment, I found that it's a the moment when we are weakest. It was a trying and a moment of triumphs, personally. When you see a number of opportunities, you might have forgotten to focus on what you need to do and your purpose.
What I love about my job is facing challenges head on. What's more is that God has taught me the meaning of integrity. Now, those tears I shed were not futile. When you continue what is good, it may take time, but you will reap a good harvest. Whatever I have and I am, this is all because of You. I prayed patience, I have learned the value of it than the practice itself.
"I just want to thank you Lord for your grace and
continued love. You have shown me that your love is greater than
anything. Indeed, what can we give that you have not given. And what do
we ask that is not already yours."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0ar5EfvAcU
God is greater than we think he is! Success is not equal to faith. God will not measure the length of the road we travel, but what we did during the journey.
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